First day all over again...

I'm at my new school. Using my mobile to blog. Not bad for a first day even when I sorely miss all my old friends. I tried not to be skeptical of things over here. So far I make few friends in my Literature class. They were nice enough to show me all the classes, the gym and also the big hall. It is not a big school but enough to make me feel edgy especially when they showed me the gym. It is big for a school this small. They have a swimming pool here and it is compulsory for everyone to take up swimming class. This makes me more agitated. Mickey, my new friend said that if I don't feel like it, I should just lie and tell them that I have a heart condition. Well, I think I will consider that. Aunt Lily won't approve it, I'm sure. On Saturday night I had a fight with Calleigh but before she went home I ask her to forgive me for my terrible bluntness. I know a part of it was my fault. I was so pigheaded and heartless sometimes. I wish that she would understand as it was hard not only for her but for me too. I just had other ways to mourn. I just wish that they would just let it go. I'll deal with it as I see fit.